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Sunday, July 11, 2004
versus the blues: okay, that's fine! hurray for ... that p-word that's used to describe marriage to more than one person!
AkaiKneko: polyogomy?
versus the blues: that thing!!
Saturday, June 19, 2004
[Whats On= Wind]
[Damage Report= Tire, annoyed, enraged, But I got to go to Best Buy!]
Today was really great.
I got out of bed really late because my alarm clock has broken and I cannot afford a new one at the moment.
I feel good because today I getting my lip pierced! Finally! Mom said I could and she's signed the forms and EVERYTHING!
I'm so hardcore. Me and Buzz went to the mall today, and I stole a whole heap of stuff. I got a Good Charlotte CD, a couple of DVDs and some new boots. Buzz got caught, but he fought his way out, and then we stole some lady's car and smashed it into a phone booth.
Last night I had to go and pay Joshua's bail. He's such a jerk. He got arrested for punching the Walmart clerk in the face for refusing to sell him beer. He's only 16!
I want to tell the world to get fucked.
I am really annoyed with those assholes at _are_you_hotter_than_us_?, because I am so much cuter than them, and those photos don't do me justice. They can't reject me, so I'm starting my own rating community. Click here to join (the first five applicants are automatically accepted).
Today, I got a digital camera! Yes! Here's ten thousand photographs of my cat.
I want to say thanks to the academy for giving me this award.
You should all do this quiz! It's amazingly accurate. You just put in your name and birthday, and it will tell you who you're sexually compatible with.
That's enough for now. But I'll leave you with my favourite Buffy fan-fiction piece I wrote last year when I was in hospital.
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Pilot for a story I have in mind.
She trembled slightly against the bitter cold, he was standing so close to her yet he gave off no warmth whatsoever. That was normal though, she suspected, but nevertheless she pulled him closer in an attempt to ward off the chill. I want to make_ you_ warm. She thought to herself, holding him tighter to her and burying her face into his chest. Though he seemed hesitant he to wrapped his arms around her.
He is afraid. She thought to herself sadly. He’s afraid of becoming to close, he knows eventually I’ll be gone and he doesn’t want to become attached. This thought angered her. Doesn’t he believe in me at all? Suddenly she wanted to push away from him but his embrace had tightened as he held her against his chest almost as if he was worried that she would suddenly fly away. His fingers were entwined tightly in her hair and she could hear him breathing her in.
She moved first, carefully pulling his shirt over his head, tousling his brown hair haphazardly. The sudden movement surprised him, yet he did not complain he just looked at her with his big dark eyes that were filled with confusion and shyness. Her hand moved over his bare chest, the touch made his skin slightly warmer and his nipples harden. Slowly, she made her way to his neck and finally she touched his face.
Why is he so cold? She wondered. She nuzzled his neck gently and finally kissed it. She could feel the pulse of the artery beneath her lips and smiled. She murmured his name so gently she doubted even he could hear it.
He pulled away suddenly, his arms gripping her shoulders almost painfully; he was blushing slightly and couldn’t meet her eyes.
“We can’t…I can’t…” he stumbled over his words, the action making her smile. He was always so in control, catching him off guard now amused her. She pulled him back to her, wrapping her arms around him again, this time tighter. He felt much warmer now.
Yes we can. She thought gently, pushing him down against the couch. He let out a small cry of protest he didn’t fight her advance. Her fingers danced and her lips pressed softly against his pale flesh, once she bit one of his hardened nipples, and smiled wickedly as he sucked in a surprised gasp of breath. He moaned gently and tugged at the hemline of her shirt, scared slightly at how she would react.
A grin crossed her face, happy that he was as interested in exploring her as much as she was him. She helped him wriggle her out of her shirt. But suddenly she felt shy, nobody had ever seen her topless before. All her fear faded however when he regarded her with his beautiful dark eyes, he was drinking her in. Slowly he moved a hand up to cup one of her breasts which he squeezed gently, relishing the blush it caused to creep across her fine features. Gingerly he moved his other hand up and down her other side, long slender fingers tracing pictograms and runes into her flesh.
She is so different. He thought to himself, arms and hands moving about a body that only he had seen. She is so bold, so full of life, so alive. He remembered something she had told him once before when he had inquired as to her character. “Live for the moment, but think for the future.” She had said happily while sitting in an old tire swing. But what she thinking of her future now?
No. he thought as he leaned in for another kiss, wanting to stop but unable to control himself. He held her there for what felt like an eternity, until finally they broke away and she laid down atop of him, flesh against flesh. And he was comfortable with it. She buried her face into his chest again and murmured something that he couldn’t comprehend. He knew that he had to go soon, to leave and run far, far away from here. But right now he couldn’t, leaving meant that he would have to face those eyes again, and he didn’t know if he could do that just yet.
Outside the sun rose and all he could do was smile.
Pilot for a story I have in mind.
She trembled slightly against the bitter cold, he was standing so close to her yet he gave off no warmth whatsoever. That was normal though, she suspected, but nevertheless she pulled him closer in an attempt to ward off the chill. I want to make_ you_ warm. She thought to herself, holding him tighter to her and burying her face into his chest. Though he seemed hesitant he to wrapped his arms around her.
He is afraid. She thought to herself sadly. He’s afraid of becoming to close, he knows eventually I’ll be gone and he doesn’t want to become attached. This thought angered her. Doesn’t he believe in me at all? Suddenly she wanted to push away from him but his embrace had tightened as he held her against his chest almost as if he was worried that she would suddenly fly away. His fingers were entwined tightly in her hair and she could hear him breathing her in.
She moved first, carefully pulling his shirt over his head, tousling his brown hair haphazardly. The sudden movement surprised him, yet he did not complain he just looked at her with his big dark eyes that were filled with confusion and shyness. Her hand moved over his bare chest, the touch made his skin slightly warmer and his nipples harden. Slowly, she made her way to his neck and finally she touched his face.
Why is he so cold? She wondered. She nuzzled his neck gently and finally kissed it. She could feel the pulse of the artery beneath her lips and smiled. She murmured his name so gently she doubted even he could hear it.
He pulled away suddenly, his arms gripping her shoulders almost painfully; he was blushing slightly and couldn’t meet her eyes.
“We can’t…I can’t…” he stumbled over his words, the action making her smile. He was always so in control, catching him off guard now amused her. She pulled him back to her, wrapping her arms around him again, this time tighter. He felt much warmer now.
Yes we can. She thought gently, pushing him down against the couch. He let out a small cry of protest he didn’t fight her advance. Her fingers danced and her lips pressed softly against his pale flesh, once she bit one of his hardened nipples, and smiled wickedly as he sucked in a surprised gasp of breath. He moaned gently and tugged at the hemline of her shirt, scared slightly at how she would react.
A grin crossed her face, happy that he was as interested in exploring her as much as she was him. She helped him wriggle her out of her shirt. But suddenly she felt shy, nobody had ever seen her topless before. All her fear faded however when he regarded her with his beautiful dark eyes, he was drinking her in. Slowly he moved a hand up to cup one of her breasts which he squeezed gently, relishing the blush it caused to creep across her fine features. Gingerly he moved his other hand up and down her other side, long slender fingers tracing pictograms and runes into her flesh.
She is so different. He thought to himself, arms and hands moving about a body that only he had seen. She is so bold, so full of life, so alive. He remembered something she had told him once before when he had inquired as to her character. “Live for the moment, but think for the future.” She had said happily while sitting in an old tire swing. But what she thinking of her future now?
No. he thought as he leaned in for another kiss, wanting to stop but unable to control himself. He held her there for what felt like an eternity, until finally they broke away and she laid down atop of him, flesh against flesh. And he was comfortable with it. She buried her face into his chest again and murmured something that he couldn’t comprehend. He knew that he had to go soon, to leave and run far, far away from here. But right now he couldn’t, leaving meant that he would have to face those eyes again, and he didn’t know if he could do that just yet.
Outside the sun rose and all he could do was smile.
Sunday, June 13, 2004
Sunday, June 06, 2004
Heh, Really. Be prepared to be scared.
I originally wrote this for Ty. But I suppose that everyone should know what they are dealing with.
Friday, June 04, 2004
[Whats On= ATC - So Magical]
[Damage Report= B-O-R-E-D]
in the last 48 hours have you...
01. Cried: Nope
02. Bought something: Mt. Dew =D
03. Gotten sick: Yes... Cramps X_x
04. Sang: Yes
05. Eaten: Yes... a hamburger, which is the only thing
06. Been kissed: Nope
07. Felt stupid: Yes... I tried to put some boot records in the computer because my brother somehow 'Lost' them.. HOW THE HELL CAN YOU LOSE BOOT RECORDS? THEY ARE INSIDE THE GODDAMNED COMPUTER! And when I tried to fix the problem (I had to completely reboot the computer with a disc) I was using the wrong CD X_x;;
08. Wanted to tell someone you loved them, but didn't?: Not really no.
09. Met someone new: Um.. Yes actually Rachel! She kicks super Ass yo! (But maybe that was three or four days ago ^^;;)
10. Moved on: From what?
11. Talk to an ex: Yes, but me and him get along now so it’s all cake and pie.
12. Missed an ex: Not really.
13. Talked to someone you have a crush on: Yes
14. Had a serious talk: Yes
15. Missed someone: Nope, I don’t tend to miss people unless they are dead.
16. Hugged someone: Yes, my mommy ^_^
17. Fought with your grandpa: That would be hard being as how he lives in VA and I live in Georgia.
18. Dreamed: Yes, but I don’t wish to talk about it.
19. Harpooned a sea otter: No... That was last weekend.
21. Worked up mean ass lather: Hell yes, I mean those dishes where FILTHY!
Social Life:
01. Best girl friend: Nina x Jenna x Dani x Rachel (As one person: NinJenDanRa but if that happened then I would have to kill it)
02. Best guy friend: Um.. Soos, Juju, Ty, and Nathan (1 person: Sujutina, again I might have to kill it.)
03. Boyfriend/Girlfriend: Er... not currently ^_~
04. If no, current dating partner: Um... me and Nathan are planning on seeing a movie sooner or later O_o;;;
06. Pager: No #5? Oh well, no pager.
07. Are you the center of attention or the wallflower: I'm in the CENTER of that dance floor baby! *busts a move*
08. What type of automobile do you drive: I want a motorcycle, but technically the busted up red truck is mine -_-;;; Mom is getting me an actual car soon though.
09. What type of automobile do you wish you drove: A red and black Cobra!
10. Would you rather be with friends or on a date: Both at the same time makes things easier.
11. Where is the best hangout: Coffee Shop, Roasted Bean Coffee House.
12. Do you have a job: Not currently
13. Do you attend church: Used to, but not interested, I go mostly for kicks and giggles.
14. Do you like being around people: Yes.
15. Are you the one that spray painted on my grandpa? Depends, which color did I supposedly use?
Personal:
01. Who is your role model: My mother, she is a model human being.
02. What are some of your pet peeves: People who don’t like cats, Morons, Gods "Good People"
03. Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: *scratches the back of head and laughs*
04. Have you ever cried over the opposite sex: I only cry to trick my father into getting me something, and that is totally fake. I DONT cry.
05. Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: Not really... no.
06. Have you ever lied to your best friend(s): Yes
07. Ever wanted to get revenge on someone because they hurt you: Yes
08. Would you rather be dumper or dumped: 'could care less, I havent ever been the dumpie though.
09. Rather have a relationship or hookup? Um... Hookup.
10. Want someone you don't have right now: Whir?
11. Ever liked your best guy/girl friend: Yes, but its normally a passing thing, with only one exception.
12. Do you want to get married: *SCREAMS AND CLAWS EYES OUT*
13. Do you want kids: Yes, I want a son and I wish to name him Gabriel
15. Do you believe you know the person whom you will marry at this point in time: No.
16. What is your favorite part of your physical appearance: My eyes.
17. What is your favorite part of your emotional being: Not giving a flying fuck about what others but myself think about me. (Regardless of what Nina thinks)
8. Are you happy with you: I hate myself because I am me, and I love myself because I am me. It is as simple as that.
19. Are you happy with your life: I dont have any complaints
20. If you could change something in your life right now, what would it be: I wish I could throw Kunai's as far and accurate as Shikamaru.
21. Have you ever played soggy biscuit: Um... Due to the fact that I have no fucking Idea what that means... I'm gonna say "The 5th"
22. Have you ever seen my grandpa naked: O_O *goes blind both physically and mentally*
23. Why does the person who wrote this have a grandpa fetish? asdl;fkjasdfkl;akl;dfjkl;asdr *still cant see*
Thursday, June 03, 2004
Nose: lilfiredevil
Elbow: lil.fikreeddedvikl
Tongue: lilfiredevil
Chin: ,jk,cvjkdfdskj,l
Feet: lilfiredevil
Eyebrow: ,,9999kor 54f8945
Back of your hand: l.i.lfgkfddb kl
Palm: gf5ftr bvil;l
Mouse: lilfi9re4devil
Hot damn I’m bad at this ^^;;;
Tuesday, June 01, 2004
AkaiKneko: ARG!
AkaiKneko: I've come to steal ye treasure!
AkaiKneko: I want all ye bottlecaps, and ye unused condoms!
TitaniumDragonTD: I don't have any condoms
TitaniumDragonTD: ...or bottlecaps
AkaiKneko: Ye be lying!
TitaniumDragonTD: I do have a couple quarters and a penny though
AkaiKneko: ...
AkaiKneko: Hand 'em over like a good little land lubber!
TitaniumDragonTD: *hands you 51 cents*
AkaiKneko: Thank ye *hugs*
AkaiKneko: Dont take all of us pirates to be evil scallywags ye harty
AkaiKneko: we just need enough money for the booze
AkaiKneko: Sail away!
TitaniumDragonTD: Heheh
AkaiKneko: *hops in kyack and paddles away*
AkaiKneko: *sinks*
AkaiKneko: No! Arg! Me subway stamps!